meh I've had some of that recently. meh. you know that thing where I'm paranoid everybody hates me? well I'm doing it now . . anyways . . erm.

obviously now I'm the one in crisis and my life is the one sucking for the time being . . but just knowing you're here is nice.

we need to do a movie thing sometime. maybe not too soon, but sometime. before the big college packup. O_o the thought just hit me that I have some major back to school shopping to do. hrm. major suckage. I don't want to do that much shopping -_- but I have to get workish clothes and paintbrushes and paint and a computer and canvas stretchers and canvas and pens and pencils and . . hrm. I need to get many organizational things . . shampoo . . but that's like 10% of what I have to think of to buy. It's going to be hell . . meh I feel very writey this evening . . tomorrow as you're reading this you're thinking "man -_- I think she went a little far this time . . perhaps she'll stop talking soon. I hope."

nyaa. Well I have to get to bed anyways. it's pretty late. and since this is only online, and online personal fears of closeness are so much less, I give you a virtual hug just for being my friend. I'm so glad you're in my life *smile*