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Feb. 17th, 2008 08:15 pmI have mixed feelings on this con.
Despite being sick, I still managed to enjoy it for the most part. Just wasn't able to be as energetic as I usually am nor able to do as much.
However, a few things affected me rather badly and now I'm being rather emo. Like going through the whole "why do I bother cosplaying? I'm not even good/its not worth it..." moods right now. I seem to be going through that a lot lately. In fact every time I go to a con lately it happens. I get all happy and excited while making the costumes but after wearing them at the con...I feel the complete opposite.
So I don't know. Maybe I should just quit if I can't be happy about it.
Because I've come to two realizations:
I'm just a nobody that happens to know a few somebodys.
I'm invisible.
Doesn't matter if my costumes are good or not. I still get ignored.
Oh and Alyce, please tell me you guys accidently packed my bag of Cloud armor in your car? 'Cause if you don't have it...that means it must've been left on the lobby floor...*sigh* Goddamnit. I didn't even get any pictures of that.
~Lyn
Despite being sick, I still managed to enjoy it for the most part. Just wasn't able to be as energetic as I usually am nor able to do as much.
However, a few things affected me rather badly and now I'm being rather emo. Like going through the whole "why do I bother cosplaying? I'm not even good/its not worth it..." moods right now. I seem to be going through that a lot lately. In fact every time I go to a con lately it happens. I get all happy and excited while making the costumes but after wearing them at the con...I feel the complete opposite.
So I don't know. Maybe I should just quit if I can't be happy about it.
Because I've come to two realizations:
I'm just a nobody that happens to know a few somebodys.
I'm invisible.
Doesn't matter if my costumes are good or not. I still get ignored.
Oh and Alyce, please tell me you guys accidently packed my bag of Cloud armor in your car? 'Cause if you don't have it...that means it must've been left on the lobby floor...*sigh* Goddamnit. I didn't even get any pictures of that.
~Lyn
