nnh, losing desire to update

[rose_of_pain]

I love my armbands I made yesterday. They're spiffy. Simple and yet of all the things I've made, some how I get the most amusement out of them even though they were like the easiest thing I've ever done. They make me feel all ninja-ish, which is rather funny considering they're for my Rosiel cosplay. ^^;

Me: "But what I'm amazed at is that you managed to get all of Battle Royale 2 onto one CD! All the files I find of it are too big for my CDs."
Geoff: "Yeah...well, this one was lucky."
Me: "...was it super lucky?"

Me: *watching Naruto*
Dad: *walks in, does stuff behind me, gets curious, stops, and starts watching it*
Me: ...
Dad: ...
*several episodes later*
Dad: ...
Me: ...
Dad: "Ya know, this is rather addicting. o_o"
Me: "Tell me about it."

*sigh* I'm being all cheerful as of late and feeling rather guilty for it because every time I look at my friends' list, its like each day another one of my friends is having a major crisis or is extremly depressed. And what do I do? Nothing. I stare at the entry, even go to comment, but can't write a thing. I never know what to say to people in these situations.

But I want all of you to know that I DO CARE! I'm just really bad at expressing that in a way that doesn't seem corny or sounds just like the obligatory "I'm here for you" that everyone says. I wish there was a way to transmit feelings instead of just words. It would help so much.

Argh, Kyo-comp is making that annoying noise again. *glares at it* Ah well. Mmm. Suishi. Suishi makes everything better. *goes back to my non-stop Naruto marathon*

~Lyn

Comments

she strikes again!

[rozefyre.livejournal.com]

meh I've had some of that recently. meh. you know that thing where I'm paranoid everybody hates me? well I'm doing it now . . anyways . . erm.

obviously now I'm the one in crisis and my life is the one sucking for the time being . . but just knowing you're here is nice.

we need to do a movie thing sometime. maybe not too soon, but sometime. before the big college packup. O_o the thought just hit me that I have some major back to school shopping to do. hrm. major suckage. I don't want to do that much shopping -_- but I have to get workish clothes and paintbrushes and paint and a computer and canvas stretchers and canvas and pens and pencils and . . hrm. I need to get many organizational things . . shampoo . . but that's like 10% of what I have to think of to buy. It's going to be hell . . meh I feel very writey this evening . . tomorrow as you're reading this you're thinking "man -_- I think she went a little far this time . . perhaps she'll stop talking soon. I hope."

nyaa. Well I have to get to bed anyways. it's pretty late. and since this is only online, and online personal fears of closeness are so much less, I give you a virtual hug just for being my friend. I'm so glad you're in my life *smile*

and . . she strikes a third time? eep.

[rozefyre.livejournal.com]

nice icon btw. it makes me happy.

AGH! four times! shut the girl up.

[rozefyre.livejournal.com]

hrm just reading the first line of this now . . I was very asleep . . does this mean copy for me *hopehope* I'd pay for the cd of course. and . . erm . . give you what fabric I have left . . *fabric bribe* erm . . BR . . been so long since I've seen that. I really want to see it again.