nnh, losing desire to update

[rose_of_pain]

I love my armbands I made yesterday. They're spiffy. Simple and yet of all the things I've made, some how I get the most amusement out of them even though they were like the easiest thing I've ever done. They make me feel all ninja-ish, which is rather funny considering they're for my Rosiel cosplay. ^^;

Me: "But what I'm amazed at is that you managed to get all of Battle Royale 2 onto one CD! All the files I find of it are too big for my CDs."
Geoff: "Yeah...well, this one was lucky."
Me: "...was it super lucky?"

Me: *watching Naruto*
Dad: *walks in, does stuff behind me, gets curious, stops, and starts watching it*
Me: ...
Dad: ...
*several episodes later*
Dad: ...
Me: ...
Dad: "Ya know, this is rather addicting. o_o"
Me: "Tell me about it."

*sigh* I'm being all cheerful as of late and feeling rather guilty for it because every time I look at my friends' list, its like each day another one of my friends is having a major crisis or is extremly depressed. And what do I do? Nothing. I stare at the entry, even go to comment, but can't write a thing. I never know what to say to people in these situations.

But I want all of you to know that I DO CARE! I'm just really bad at expressing that in a way that doesn't seem corny or sounds just like the obligatory "I'm here for you" that everyone says. I wish there was a way to transmit feelings instead of just words. It would help so much.

Argh, Kyo-comp is making that annoying noise again. *glares at it* Ah well. Mmm. Suishi. Suishi makes everything better. *goes back to my non-stop Naruto marathon*

~Lyn

Comments

she strikes again!

[rozefyre.livejournal.com]

meh I've had some of that recently. meh. you know that thing where I'm paranoid everybody hates me? well I'm doing it now . . anyways . . erm.

obviously now I'm the one in crisis and my life is the one sucking for the time being . . but just knowing you're here is nice.

we need to do a movie thing sometime. maybe not too soon, but sometime. before the big college packup. O_o the thought just hit me that I have some major back to school shopping to do. hrm. major suckage. I don't want to do that much shopping -_- but I have to get workish clothes and paintbrushes and paint and a computer and canvas stretchers and canvas and pens and pencils and . . hrm. I need to get many organizational things . . shampoo . . but that's like 10% of what I have to think of to buy. It's going to be hell . . meh I feel very writey this evening . . tomorrow as you're reading this you're thinking "man -_- I think she went a little far this time . . perhaps she'll stop talking soon. I hope."

nyaa. Well I have to get to bed anyways. it's pretty late. and since this is only online, and online personal fears of closeness are so much less, I give you a virtual hug just for being my friend. I'm so glad you're in my life *smile*

and . . she strikes a third time? eep.

[rozefyre.livejournal.com]

nice icon btw. it makes me happy.

AGH! four times! shut the girl up.

[rozefyre.livejournal.com]

hrm just reading the first line of this now . . I was very asleep . . does this mean copy for me *hopehope* I'd pay for the cd of course. and . . erm . . give you what fabric I have left . . *fabric bribe* erm . . BR . . been so long since I've seen that. I really want to see it again.

Re: AGH! four times! shut the girl up.

[rose-of-pain.livejournal.com]

Um...I would except I can't. ^^; Yes, the BR2 I'm borrowing is on CD but thats just it...I'm borrowing it. I don't own it and I can't burn it unless its a file off the computer because I've tried to burn a file off a disc to another disc. My computer doesn't like doing that. Sometimes it will work but then its all crappy quality. And right now it won't work at all, so I'd have to wait til I have the DVD burner up. If by chance, thats up and running before I return these to Geoff, then yes, I shall try. And actually, I should be able to burn BR1 then too since the DVD roms are larger and can fit it on.

~Lyn